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Loving the NorthWest

I look back and wonder if my illogical emotions had to do with sensing that something was off. He has seen a lot in hindsight that there were signs. A lot of things were twisted and a lot of things we have no idea where they came from. Felt our relationship was disrespected and they really didn’t have a clue about what we makes us work when there is much, much more to it. Found that what we perceived was a false image.

Need to do some more reading, writings and mulling….I’m one that takes time to process.

Watching North By Northwest…..never seen this. Love the Indiana reference for a nonexistent place….I know for a fact no spot on Hwy 41 looks like that and does not go near Indy…..lol

We’ve been having some really sweet weather here, may wake up cold, but ends up nice and sunny, with the occasional fog rolling in.

I finally got a copy of some of the pictures we’ve been taken.

My first Great Blue Heron I got in Feb.

My first picture of the Great Blue Heron I got in Feb.

Hubby got this picture in Feb.

Hubby got this picture in Feb.

Found this stunning beauty, this was after it was done with it's fish it was tearing apart.

Found this stunning beauty, this was after it was done with the fish it was tearing apart….I was 15 ft from the dock that is about 100ft long

It just took off as I was trying to get closer, I was happy that I got this.

It just took off as I was trying to get closer, I was happy that I got this.

I'm pretty proud of this pic that I got last week of the Great Blue Heron

I’m pretty proud of this pic that I got last week of the Great Blue Heron

First Golden Eagle of The Year

First Golden Eagle of The Year that hubby got.

Been making sure I get my walks in. Every time I feel like a nap, I take a walk to do something to wake up.

From today's walk

From today’s walk…no where near as bundled up

I’m so happy that hubby enjoys my belly, I know to I need to work on it again. He likes to grab it it and my boobies when I go by. Tells me that he likes my pouchy….grin I have been doing my walks, need to do more crunches on the exercise ball….and I think I’m getting closer to tracking my food again. I know I’ve already cut back and question myself when I want something. Hoping to be so busy this summer that it helps.

We had some very good sex last night…..his legs were so sore from his run, he is like “take advantage of me”….grin So I started sucking him as he lays there on the bed, getting him good and hard…..before he took me from behind and fucked me good, letting me feel his balls hit my pussy as he banged into me….as I told him how much I loved and got off to thinking about our last fuck we did outside a few weeks ago. How he bent me over the Jeep’s passenger seat and filled my pussy with his hot cum….it has felt so damn good.

And with that image….I’ll give you a picture of my tits……grin

This is my very worn, hole filled, tank top.  I only wear this around the house or as an undershirt….but I love how my tits look in it.

This is my very worn, hole filled, tank top. I only wear this around the house or as an undershirt….but I love how my tits look in it.

Another Beautiful Sunny Day Here in The NW

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Hubby is doing much better. Not needing to wear sunglasses inside all the time. His vision is less blurry and no more double vision, doing more things around the house….even shaved, which I really wanted him to wait another day, but he did ok, no blood anyway….lol. Hopefully by the end of the weekend, he’ll be able to drive.

He did get runs in today and yesterday……blurry runs, but runs…..lol

The female suffering of cramps have started to hit, I did open a bottle of wine to deal with it. =) IF I’m lucky, my worst day will be tomorrow and I’ll be able to get some Monday….fingers crossed. My cravings have cut back, which was good timing…I just ate the last brownie today and I didn’t want to have make more. I don’t like eating a whole patch of brownies myself, I feel like a pig, but my crazy cravings….that is why I like to share….better in moderation…grin. Hubby rarely eats them, they are so super fudgy….he can’t handle it…lol

Yesterday, instead of walking/roller skating, I attacked the RV and got it vacuumed. Which is sweaty work out moving stuff around. Felt good to get something noticeable done in here, gives you a sense of accomplishment.

Got another beautiful day today….which was nice, since hubby can see some of it, if not fully. Temperatures are suppose to drop over the weekend with a slight possibility of snow, hoping not too bad so I can motivate my ass to go out.

I did get out today. =) It wasn’t as long as walk, but I did get distracted by a mating pair of eagles that delayed me for about 15-20 minutes as they move when I wasn’t ready…..lol Seriously, every time I wasn’t ready they took off…..

The mate had just flown off and this was taken with my horrible iphone pic.  Better pics are on the other camera waiting for editing.

The mate had just flown off and this was taken with my horrible iphone camera. Better pics are on the other camera waiting for editing.

Today instead of the forest, I did some of the beach. Tide was coming in, so had to go over a few big logs….just dawned on me that I should’ve gotten pics of those….doh!

Took the beach today, tide was in.

Took the beach today, tide was in.

My best friend has been going through her family drama, hopefully it is coming to an end…..the mother-in-law and niece are leaving next Thursday….yes!!! That would less stress on her and her family. They have enough issues that they don’t need that.

Just watched our Real Time, currently watching our movie for our movie night. We are now watching Star Trek : Wrath of Khan…..that is the theme of our movies at this time. Wondering if I should get back into those books…..read one or two of them about 86/87 But those are so hit or miss depending on the writers.

I really should dive into the Game of Thrones and Hunger Game books I got…..it would’ve been so better if I had started them before I saw the shows/movies….lol

I did finish all of Sue Grafton mystery series in quick time. Those I wasn’t sure what to make of them when I started, still not sure, but they got better and I got addicted to them….lol

Good Wake Up, Lazy Day

No walk today…..it was not weather I felt like being out in. It was much colder morning when we got up, it was slightly warm enough the night before when we went to bed that I didn’t put a shirt and sockets on. We like it chilly to sleep, but I hate having cold feet and cold shoulders if they come out the blanket.

We did have a pleasant wake up….grin…..and I’ll leave it like that. =)

Today we got some house chores done, I did some work….no where the amount that I need to do. And watched a bad movie in the evening.

I really would like better weather tomorrow, so I can get out and enjoy it. If not, I’ll probably head to the store…need to get some meat for meals.

Think I’m just going to dive into re-reading one my favorite books about a kid wizard…..grin

I think I pinched my boobie in my sports bra when I was giving him a blow job the other day.  It is a very, very tight bra.

I think I pinched my boobie in my sports bra when I was giving him a blow job the other day. It is a very, very tight bra.

Just a Short Post

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Just a brief post.

The day started out sunny, very slight breeze and very nice.

We got our stuff done, had lunch did some work….but I was really hitting the wall. There was no way I could focus it was a nice day and I decided to go for a walk instead of skating.

Getting a 3mile walk in.

Getting a 3mile walk in.

Took a different route, more into the forrest, did over 3miles in about 90 min, saw 2 bald eagles perched together. I got some pictures, they are ok…not as good as it could’ve been if the buggers hadn’t decided to take off before I got close enough for manual focus…rolling eyes. Once hubby goes through them and edit the best one, I’ll post it.

Went more into the forest instead of the bluffs

Went more into the forest instead of the bluffs

Hoping for another nice day tomorrow, I could use it. Right now the wind is picking up, hearing the gusts, so far not too bad yet. Can still hear the tv, for now.

Well, I’ve been staring at this screen for 30min and haven’t added anything new….so I guess I’ll post this.

This tree fell over the trail in yesterday's wind storm.

This tree fell over the trail in yesterday’s wind storm.

Another Sunny Day

We slept in today and it immediate morning started out good, we’ll see if the day ends as good.

But today when we slept in, we cuddled. He put his arm underneath my pillow and pulled me close. Loved feeling his hand on my boob, hearing him fall back to sleep holding me…it felt good.

Today was short day on our outside work. I spent a few hours getting emails, support and company books done.

Got enough done that I finally was able to take time to get a walk in. I did 2.25 miles.

Out and about getting a walk in the sunny weather.

Out and about getting a walk in the sunny weather.

On the trail this afternoon

On the trail this afternoon

More of today's trail.

More of today’s trail.

From my walk today

From my walk today

I did good and I did it in about an hour. Got a my heart rate up, even if that is not hard….lol

I decided to still go roller skating. I didn’t do as much as I did yesterday, I really felt the effects of the walk in my legs. But I still got more in and did some floor exercises.

Hot and sweaty….trying to catch my breath....after skating

Hot and sweaty….trying to catch my breath….after skating

I have a love/hate relationship with this….lol

I have a love/hate relationship with this….lol

My boobs really overflow my sports bra and it hurts to put it on and take it off.

My boobs really overflow my sports bra and it hurts to put it on and take it off.

I have to get a sports bra from the UK to actually hold my G/H boobs…it is so damn tight to keep you from hurtful bouncing. Trust me, with the weight of these, it does hurt. I get a hell of an overflow….lol

Beautiful Weather

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We had stunning day here today. I kind of wanted to go for a walk/hike, but I really wanted to feel as if I got a work out in. I ended up doing some work and went for roller skating.

I’m slowly but surely getting better at rolling skating, not bad since I haven’t roller skate regularly in about 27yrs. I use to be hell on wheels at one time……lol Still need to get better at adjusting when the pavement changes. My feet are no longer tender, the skates are still a bit tight. I’m finding that going up a slight hill is what kills me….especially my lower back. But I am adding more to my route.

After roller skating, cooling down getting ready to do some sit ups on our exercise ball.  Boy it was blinding sunny….lol

After roller skating, cooling down getting ready to do some sit ups on our exercise ball. Boy it was blinding sunny….lol

I’m really hoping that this weather continues for the weekend. I would love to be able to go out and enjoy it….maybe check out one of the smaller parks that seem to be popular for birds. Not sure….right now, the wind is starting up again. I really hope it doesn’t get too bad, it really messes with our sleep.

Just a morning boob shot.

Just a morning boob shot.

Woke up wet this morning….need some coolness my glass toy gives me.

Woke up wet this morning….need some coolness my glass toy gives me.

Sleeping Alone

Sitting here wondering how people are able not to be in bed with their partners or able to spend so much time apart from them.

Never thought too much about it except during unexpected instances.

I discovered many years ago when my husband had to work the night shift that I can not sleep worth a damn without him at least being in the house. If he was in the other room, I could sleep, somewhat. But when I was at home, in our bed without him within our house, I couldn’t it was horrible. Even when exhausted, I keep waking up looking for him.

The only times I’ve been able to sleep without him very well is when I’m not in my own bed, not surrounded by our own things and exhausted. Like when I visit family or friends, but I always take a stuffed tiger he gave me years ago to cuddle with…wishing it was him. I need lots of distractions, even then it is tough….I end up spending lots of time on skype or the phone with him at night. Kind of like having his hand on me at night.

I so missed him when he had to travel for work. I remember when he was gone for over week, it about drove me nuts. The only thing that helped was pure work exhaustion and we spent a LOT of time on the phone, this was before computers/skype. If it wasn’t for that….I don’t know how I would’ve handled it.

I know it has always been tough on him when I visited family or when I had to travel for work. He has never done that well when I’m gone. With new technology it has helped some, skype, text and send pictures.

When it came to work travel, I’ve always tried to keep in mind of my Army upbringing and how that was part of life. But it gave me a great appreciation for how hard it was for my mom when dad was away. Especially in the 70s, when we were stationed in Germany and dad was in the states for training….long distance calls were totally outrageous. So I don’t know how they did it.

But now that we don’t have to travel apart very often for work, I don’t handle it very well…unless purely distracted. Visiting family is great distraction. But the last time he traveled for work a few years ago, I was so happy that we were on skype a lot….I don’t think I could’ve handled it otherwise.

I don’t quit get people sleeping in separate bedrooms like one set of my grandparents did. But they were practicing catholics. I guess I can see that if someone snores really bad, as long as they are in the same house together. But I love having him in bed with me….even when we arguing. Normally he’ll start out with his hand on me….and I love that. Makes me feel loved, appreciated and needed.

I just wish that cuddling was more comfortable and my body heat didn’t make us too hot. I would love to be able to sleep that way more. But necks, arms and joints don’t quit like that…..lol

I guess it takes all kinds of people to make partners, but being without him for sleeping….I’m not a good one for that at all.

My baby Drew cuddling and been held like a baby.

My baby Drew cuddling and been held like a baby.

I'm always running into something…..icks!

I’m always running into something…..icks!

Today I got a lot of work done, even got time in to get my skates out. I needed to get some exercise, I really need to get into an exercise routine. Felt good to get out, even though it was chilly. Felt good that I got my skating feet under me quicker this time around….proud of that. =) Even did some floor exercises with the exercise ball.

I’m eating more salads…partly because I brought the lettuce and tomatoes for tacos and haven’t had that yet. So not wanting that to waste. But I’m enjoying the salads more again. Usually that is more of summer or when we go to a restaurant thing.

I do need to do more. Trying to get myself to start tracking calories again, but it is so damn TEDIOUS……gggrrr I know once I start doing that again, I be back on the right track. I never be small, but I can be healthier….not doing the gym daily shows….blah

I am glad to have my boobs more full. When I lost weight, I went down to DDD/F but a bit flat looking to me when I’m on my back. They never use to be that way when I was a DDD/F. But since I went up to a H/I/J and then back down to DDD/F…..yup, a bit flat looking to me. I’m back up to a 38G/H

My very fully boobies.

My very fully boobies and belly rolls.

Just not liking my belly and thighs at much. The good thing is that hubby loves my belly. Love to grab it, put his hand on it….shows his enjoyment of it. That always makes me feel better. =)

Some of my belly rolls with my pussy hair getting thicker.

Some of my belly rolls with my pussy hair getting thicker.

Cum Filled Pussy

Edited my blog some. Some was just way too much personal stuff that shouldn’t have been out there. Using my private writings much more.

Sometimes I got a handle on things and other times I feel like I’m going to lose it. Just trying to take it one day at a time, maybe try not to over think things…..who knows….lol

Had that feeling that I needed to get off when I was out and about this morning. Decided that I was going to chill out and make good use of my wand and a glass toy this evening. We had some blues going, I had some whiskey, and I went into the bed room laid back, closed my eyes and just let the feelings wash over me. Was tired of thinking and this was a way to stop that.

Hubby decided to join me, there is nothing like having your partner masturbate right next to you while you are….pretty hot. Of course it didn’t end there….as I’m writing this my pussy is nice and fucked….feeling his cum keeping it juicy, wearing nothing but one of my very short dresses I brought in Key West years ago. Which I made sure I kept on while I fucked him.


I love this dress for feeling slutty and getting fucked in.  Very easy access.

I love this dress for feeling slutty and getting fucked in. Very easy access.

It is just a hot slutty feeling to fuck partially clothed. Your skirt up, a tit out….just very wanton, it is heady. Enjoying your sexuality and taking control of your sexuality, to me, a huge part of being feminist. It is on your terms and very empowering and hot.

Throughly fucked and filled with hot juicy cum...

Throughly fucked and filled with hot juicy cum…


It’s Cold Out There

It has been cold here, so it is hard to get out of bed….bbrrr So we have been having a hard time rolling out of bed.

As we laid there longer then normal, I was getting wet…thinking that I was going to have to do a quickie with one of my toys. But hubby cuddled with me and then his hand moved farther down….what an awesome tease….that quickly got me going and wanting more. It was a very intense way to wake up…felt so damn good.

From last night's fucked.  Need to let my hair grow back……missing it.

From last night’s fucked. Need to let my hair grow back……missing it.

Regretting that I shaved around my pussy lips last week…. I’m going to grow it all out again. It feels more me….I want my hairy pussy back and hubby is in full agreement.

I’m wondering if part of it is that I miss my long hair so much. I lost so many inches in the desert that it almost hurts to see old pictures with my hair. I really do miss it. I haven’t cut it short in over 20yrs and it took forever to grow, so the lost of my hair length really hurts and doesn’t make me feel good at all.

I’m trying to get back into my vitamin routine. I’ve been taking my women’s one-a-day, vit-e and vit-C in the morning, but haven’t taking my 2nd dose of calcium, super-b complex, b-6 and vit-d. Which helps somewhat when hormones hit. I’m never actually sure if it does, but with as nutty as my emotions have been the last few weeks, I really should get back into it to see if helps. Trixie sent over some rhodiola rosea that I tried for a few days. Couldn’t find any when I went to the store, so going to try the all natural co-op a town over, when I get the chance and see if that helps.

Before we put everything into storage, I had scanned all the cards with personal notes that my hubby has given me over the years. When we use to give each other cards….lol Finally got them on my ipad. Hubby is not the standard romantic guy, but his little notes always gets me. We are each other’s soulmate, each other’s one true love. =)

New Normal

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Temperatures have really dropped here, but it has been sunny. Having to make sure that we leave a faucet running so our pipes don’t freeze.

Morning Boobs

I think we both have been doing some thinking and either been lost in our thoughts or trying not to think, but not in a bad way. More like feeling things out, the new normal.

New challenges always creates change, new thinking, new self examination, new growth potential.

Felt so fricking good to be held last night, I love it when we cuddle. Even if we can’t do it too long for comfortable sleeping. I love how he holds my boob or lays his hand on my belly, that needs exercise.

Our cats weren’t too happy, they couldn’t get into normal sleeping positions…..lol

After not having any for over a week….we had some very intense awesome connecting love making. No one makes me feel like he does.

We are now watching “Sin City”. I’ve never seen it…..this is weird. But I love what Frank Miller did for Batman.

I got these a few months ago, been meaning to take a picture of them.

I got these purple suspenders a few months ago, been meaning to take a picture of them.

The purple suspender picture was inspired by hubby’s gf TastyTrixie

Hoping For A Good Game

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***I started this about an hour before the game, the rest of what I wrote was more venting and unhappy negativity. So I’m making it private it for now…I may post it later….I’m just tired of it

**Congrats to the Seahawks!!! Wish it was more of a game.

I did do some rolling skating…feeling very frustrated with everything and restless, so needed to get it out some how. Even inflated the exercise ball and got some crunches in.

Decided to skate today to get frustrations out.

Decided to skate today to get frustrations out.

Ready for skating

Ready for skating

Started the day cramped up in pain. I both hate it and welcome it…because normally that means that I should done cycling in 24-36hrs.

Hoping that getting off my cycle will help with my emotions, but not seeing it….there is so many things that have to be addressed….don’t know if it will be or if effective.

Hoping the game helps my mood, let me get frustrations out. I just want to enjoy it. I want a good competitive game that I can scream at.

Kind of pulling for Denver just because of Peyton Manning, but I would love to see a Seahawks win…..they are in my top 5 of teams. =)

Here is to a good game to give me a good night.

Beautiful Weather, So-So The Rest

**Much of it moved to private

As you can see, my blog has been changed. I haven’t found any solution to fix the comment form on the Atahualpa word press theme. And I highly recommend that you do not use it unless you know what you are doing. If you have an adult site, they sure in the hell don’t offer any support…fuck them!!

I found a workable theme and I actually like it much better. It was time for a change and it has a more clean look. And the comment form actually shows up!! One positive for the day and I’ll take what I can. =)

Being blinded some by the sun, but it was so beautiful

Being blinded some by the sun, but it was so beautiful

Beautiful day in the Pacific NW

Beautiful day in the Pacific NW

It was a beautiful day and I was going for a walk regardless, because I had to get out. He decided to come with.

The only talk we did was very far in between and about what we were seeing. .  I’m just acting like it is normal.

Well, at least I get a break in that next week…she is not going to ask to see him next week. Which is a very good thing.

We haven’t had anytime to recover or talk since our disagreement 2 weeks ago. After the what I’ve been going through the last two weeks, I need a break.

A little bit about a woman going through their cycle….it is hell at times. You can get totally cramped over, your pussy is sensitive and not in a good way, it hurts sometimes, then your hormones….well, they aren’t pretty as you have seen from some of my meltdowns.  Hell…during yesterday’s, I screamed, yelled, threw things, even my office chair and punched the hell out of out rv chairs wishing it was a person I was hitting….total meltdown.

Now you’ve seen the anger, frustration and all that….well, on the noncrappy days you can be fucking horny as hell.

By the time my cycle is over, no matter how many times I’ve used a toy in the shower or a wand on my clit through my panties, I want some sex. Because I sure haven’t been getting any.

Hell, I lost my virginity on one of the heavy days of my cycle. There was a mess everywhere, but that didn’t stop that guy, even orally. I still don’t know what to think of it today, but it did help, I didn’t feel any pain on losing my virginity.

So at least I’m getting some sort of break next week. Don’t know if it is going to help, I’m still pretty hormonal and I don’t know if anything is going to be resolved between us, but it is so badly needed.

A Bit Better

Today was getting better, a bit more normal. We actually got sleep, but we both felt like crawling back into bed all day.

My body is hating me…and I’m hating it right back, the only time I hate the female parts. And this isn’t even the worst..just feel icky.

We more then got our hours in this week with project we were working on, took it easy today and will be taking it easy tomorrow.

We decided to try the Mexican restaurant here in town today for lunch. I went and picked it up so we can chill out at home. We prefer to eat at home when we can instead of waiting in restaurants much unless chilling with friends. It was very good…been a while since we had good Mexican food.

Hubby did see our first salamander here on the road. He was so cold, he wasn’t moving. So he picked it up and moved it safely into the woods…..not even a 100 yds later, found another one. Hubby saved two salamanders today. =)

Our first salamander that hubby saved from the road.

Our first salamander that hubby saved from the road.

I’ve been slowly getting work done today. Really need to attack company and client books tomorrow.

For the last 2hrs, been working on my blog trying to fix the comment form. I do have to say this if you have issues with Atahualpa wp theme & an adult site, do NOT expect help from forum.bytesforall.com That is so messed up and closed minded.

So I’ve posted on another form addressing it as a wordpress issue. Sounds like I’m not the first person that has had this issue. But the posts are over 3yrs old, so need to see if there is a different solution with this version of wordpress……the search for a solution goes on.

Weekend Where Are You?!?

Still not sure what I’m doing with my blog here to get the comments fixed. I found a theme that looked like it would work, but so far I wasn’t able to make my header work and the new wordpress has been a bitch for personalizing things….totally ticked by that. Hopefully I’ll have time later this week…finally, to work on it.

I just found a board about the theme I used, so I’m posting my question there. I’ve always liked this layout and really don’t want to have to find another. They are currently suggesting a plugin issue….lovely…I have way too many of those, I know..icks

It has been a long week. Got through my personal test Monday with help of my best friend and her sister. I still wasn’t doing as good as I hoped, but I think I know why….I’m due to start my cycle any day now and I’m so, so irritable that my mean temper from my mom’s dad’s side wants to come out.

Oh yes, on top of not sleeping….I had to catch a mouse last night, then we knew we had another one a few hours later, but couldn’t get it…..well, I caught it this morning……just totally lovely……NOT! Now we have to worry about wire damage….blah.

I work up in a fighting mood this morning…I just want to lash out and hurt people.

But did my best to restrain myself and act somewhat normal. Acting normal is like laughter, after a while it becomes normal and your emotions may chill the fuck out. That has helped.

I did get one laugh first thing this morning, the pair of pants that I just had patched up on the other side ripped out! I’m like, why the hell am I feeling a breeze on my ass…I was out in public…at least no one was around to see it. I’m like this is so not cool. I’m not getting them fixed again….into the trash they went….rolling eyes…thinking I need to start counting my calories again…..it is just tiring to do….I know lazy…

Ripped out the other side….gggeezz

Ripped out the other side….gggeezz

Finally got our project done, just currently answering questions through email about it. That is load of stress done.

Not doing much around here project wise for the next 2 days…we did our time this week.

Right now, just chilling and really hoping for a better day and progress tomorrow.

Out & about working on projects and having fun in a gator while I'm at it….nothing like blasting through some puddle….lol

Out & about working on projects and having fun in a gator while I’m at it….nothing like blasting through some puddle….lol

Small Improvements

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Another day that started out with very thick fog that didn’t burn off until after 12pm, but when it did it became a stunning day here in Washington. Clear blue skies, mountains in the background with the inlets/sounds in the foreground. It was a great day to get out.

Got to see one of the stunning bald eagles we have around here. I never get tired of them.

This was taken with my iphone, which doesn't do any so of justice to the majesty of the Bald Eagle

This was taken with my iphone, which doesn’t do any so of justice to the majesty of the Bald Eagle

I got out and started in on the project we have, thinking I finally have a game plan and hoping to start earlier and work longer on it tomorrow, so I can make a good dent in it.

Before I started in on it, I got out what I need to say. The sucky thing about it is that I’ve been going over it in my head for the last few days, it kept me up and I think I have it all figured out what I’m going to say and when I go and do it…..BANG! It doesn’t happen, I stumble through it horribly. I know that I got the main points that needed to be made, but my presentation sucked….rolling eyes. Not sure if it’ll be effective, only time will tell, but I made my effort.

I just hope in the long run that it helps everyone involved and we can go on from here.

Now the crappy thing is that my cycle is suppose to start by the end of next week….so that means my emotions are going to be all over the place and even more importantly, no sex….not that I’ve had any in about a week due to everything going on. But I’m so grateful for very helpful toys in the shower…..

I do have to say that it is hard to throughly enjoy myself when I have to worry about running out of hot water with a 10gal water heater…. I find I have to work harder to get off quicker…..lol

Now I’m going to finally take time and start into the book that TastyTrixie & her wife Delia gave us : “The Ethical Slut” while chilling out to Beyonce & Rihanna and having some Bailey’s Irish Cream.