I actually got some work done.  I got nearly all my emails caught up and I’m very happy that I got all my receipts caught up.  Those needed to be done so I don’t fall even more behind when we head out to Washington.

I’m actually starting to find my desk.  It was really starting to piss me off every time I looked at it.  A messy desk is not a normal thing for me growing up, but it seems to have become the norm the last year.  And that really annoys me.  So getting some of that work done, was great on getting rid of a huge annoyance.

Now what I need to do is actually finish up a letter to my sister and get that off.  Then my next big project will be working on the pics from this summer.  I really need to get those done.  But it will be hard since I miss the kids.  =(

We just got done watching our Soprano dvd and put it off in the mail.  Damn, I can’t wait for the next one.  They are addicting.

Quick vent :  You know that I post teaser pics in here and I also do it on pichunter.com  Now I do it for a couple of reasons.  Straight up reason is to promote my site when I do anywhere other then my blog.   But if it was just for that, I’d post them about every other day.  So when I do it is for more of my own personal reasons.  I love to tease and I’m a voyeur at heart.  Plus, it is great for my ego.  =)

What I really hate is when I get the ones who think that just because I post them that I’m dying to send them pics of myself (especially made for them) and that I’m just dying to see their cock, that I should want to jump on cam for them.  Hello, I have a site!!!  I have free shit all over the web.  Either look for it or join my site.  Don’t hit me up and expect me to give out shit personally and for free!!!

Requests are for my MEMBERS, they come first.  If you are going to hit me, hit me up to chat and get to know me.  Don’t just go around looking for freebies & quit being so damn PUSHY!

That is why I don’t turn my on trillan with aol, msn and yahoo.  I get hit up with the dumbest things.  That is why the only thing I turn on is icq.  Only webmasters and very select people have my number because of that type of bullshit.  Annoying as hell.

That is actually why I removed my ids from everywhere.  It only takes a few bad apples to ruin it for everyone else.  =(

Well, I didn’t get as much done as I had hoped. But that is okay. I got some things taken care of and for once I took some time for myself and did some reading by mid-afternoon. It was great not to have TV on for those few hours, sit outside to get some fresh air and just take some very needed me time. In fact, I’m debating if I should do some more reading for the hell of it. It is so addicting. =)

I will share with you an experience I had this past weekend. It was about midnight last Friday night and I was going to head to bed since I had to work the next day. Well, Torn wanted a snack and cut up our last 2 apples. Which would’ve been fine, but he had to grab the caramel. I could not past that up. It was the last 2 apples and I love caramel. So we over did it and went to bed shortly afterwards. One thirty rolls around and we are wide awake……..ugh!! I have to get up for work in 5 hrs!! Took us a bit to realize that it was all that damn sugar we ate!

So boys & girls, do not eat a bunch of caramel before bed, it will put you on a hell of a sugar coaster……….lol

• Current Music: golden silence
  
• Current Mood: content

• Current Location: living room
• Current Music: Sopranos
• Current Mood: busy

I actually got a few things done today considering our time started out being wasted by having to wait for a delivery that we should’ve received yesterday. =(

After we got that we ran to the store and picked me up a new handless headset for my cell and Christina Aguilera’s new cd. It is the 1^st time in about 10yrs that I picked a cd on the day that it was released. =) But I really enjoy her voice and her courage to take the risks for musical growth.

I then lost time trying to work our scanner. We brought it about 6 months ago and have always used the printer function, just never the scanner. So that gave me a few hours of grief. I finally got it figured out. =) So that was cool.

Once that was all figures out, I set myself up back out on the patio got some work done while listening to the new cds while cooling off & getting some exercise with a dip in the pool here and there. I even got a good start on a letter to my sister, which serves as a good outline for my aunt & extra ma. =) Now I just need to go through it.

I have to big projects that I didn’t get to touch, working some family pics and our receipts. =( But I’m happy that I got some other work done that I hope leads to a step in the right direction.

I’m not looking forward to work tomorrow for 2 reasons. One, I still have so much that I need to do at home. Two, because even though I felt we did really good on getting things done while the boss was out of a town, I have a sense of dread that it wasn’t enough. Oh well…….that is life, I can only do so much.

Torn has set up a date for our FFL draft, now I just need to make sure that my schedule doesn’t change. =) I’m looking forward to football season. It’ll give me some fun things to have on my mind. =)

For those who love chat with other swingers I’ve started to lurk here : http://forum.pichunter.com/index.php So check it out.

Current Mood: calm

I haven’t posted one of these in awhile……………..grin

I like this one just because it is so different with the black background of the night time ocean.

I just had a big dinner, I’m sitting out here in the patio looking at the pool thinking how nice it would feel to jump in if I wasn’t feeling so stuffed………..lol It is my day off and I’ve been enjoying it while trying to get things done.

I ran to the post office today and got some things shipped to my family. My nephew had read all 3 of the 4 Harry Potters I sent home with them. His sister is still reading one of them. So I had purchased the latest 2 book and sent them off. They started school today, so I’m not sure when he’ll get time to read them, but at least he’ll have them. =)

My 15 yr old god daughter (HOLY SHIT! That makes me feel old) called today. She had a rough summer visiting her biological father and had just got home and need someone different to talk to about it. She ended up seeing a side of him that we have always hinted at but never really told her about.

Her mother had never fully told her everything about what had happened between her and her father, just wanted her to grow up knowing him in her own way and knew that she would eventually see him for what he is. Her mother grew up not knowing her biological father and just didn’t want that to happen to her daughter, even though she would’ve been justified in not letting her know about him.

I feel bad for what she saw and heard from her father as he fought with her stepmother, but in some ways I’m glad that she saw things on her own. So when she asks questions of her mother (who doesn’t lie about what happened) she knows she isn’t just saying it to say mean things about her father. My niece is a very smart girl and is starting to make the connections on the things he says compared to the things he does.

I’m just glad that she feels comfortable enough to contact me on her own when she needs to. I don’t get to see her or her brothers & sister enough and that bothers me.

I just hope that my other 3 nieces and nephew feel the same way. I know that Torn doesn’t feel this way, but I’m missing them. I look into the spare room and expect to see them. I try not to think about them too much, because it brings me down when I think about missing them.

I partly figured out why I have such a hard time getting things done while set up in the office. It is because Torn wants to play catch up with programs on TV and I can’t concentrate when he does that……gggrrr I want to get work done and he wants to watch TV. I have shows that I’m addicted to, but when I want to work I just want music. Actually, if I had to choose between TV and music, music would win nearly every time.

I think I also just hate the feeling of being cooped up. It drives me nuts.

So if I want to get things done, I’m just going to have to set up else where. =)

I need to actually try and get some letters done. The bulk of the letters are from my blog. So that part is easy enough. I just haven’t done it since April………lol

We are home and got nearly everything unpacked, last load in the dryer.  I have a small mess on the floor besides my desk that I need to go through.  That will be a project in of its self.  =)

It was a good weekend.

We had joined up with jaYMancash back in December, but we hadn’t meet everyone face to face.  Which is very common with in the internet community.  So it was really cool to meet everyone face to face.  I have met the president of the company and his wife a few years ago but never really got to know them.  They were great and it was so educational (which we all know is something that I love).  I’m so looking forward to the potential of working more with them.

We also got to meet our programmer face to face.  He is from the land down under, so we picked on him about speaking proper English (even though we Americans suck at it……….grin).    We hit it off very well, keep picking on each other……….grin……once he got done wrestling with me….lol

When he is able to take off from work, he travels the world and explores areas that no one thinks of for pictures, the subways and underground tunnels.  He can make something that is so dirty and ran down, look so neat and beautiful.  Here is some of his pictures that he posted on a webmaster board : http://www.gofuckyourself.com/showthread.php?t=639737

His friend, who was traveling with him, was a great guy and they were a trip and a half to watch.  They were able to keep themselves entertained.  He also does the exploring pictures, his site is www.sleepycity.net

They both do some great work.

I finally got to meet Raven of www.ravenriley.com

She is such a small thing and a real nice girl and it shows.  In this business pretty girls are a dime a dozen, so you need to have to have that something special and realness to really take off as quickly as she did.  Well, I can tell you that she genuinely has it.  Although I have to admit, with her young age she brought out some of my mothering instincts.  =) 

We actually got time to visit with Wankus of www.ksexradio.com   and his beautiful girlfriend Tyler Faith of www.tylerfaith.com

We love Wankus, but rarely get the time to visit with him.  =(  So it was a nice change.  His girlfriend was such a sweety.

What I really love about these conventions is when I get to meet girls whose personalities are as nice as they are beautiful.

We also got to see Elli of www.ellinude.com and chill out with the crew of www.Homegrownvideo.com  We’ll be seeing more of you guys in just over a month…..grin

We also got to spend some quality time with some of longtime friends of ours Saturday night.  It was great.  I can’t wait to see them again.

I’m so not looking forward to work tomorrow afternoon.  =(  I have so much to do around here that I would love to get done, so when I’m caught up I can learn some new things and move on.  I just need to be patient; I do have next Monday off.

Current Mood: happy

I’m here down in Miami @ Internext.  We are doing a combo of chilling out and trying to get some work done.  I was trying to do some email but couldn’t focus my head.  So I’m attempting to do an entry.

This was started Friday, but I didn’t get very far.  We are in another room and everyone is working.  There is 9 people and we all have laptops……..lol  It is like oxygen to us……we need the internet……….grin

I did get all my private messages caught up, never did anything with my emails……lol  I may get to them, but I’m not holding my breath.  =)

It has been 2 years since we’ve been to this one.  I love the location and the casual atmosphere, but unless AVN starts focusing and respecting the webmasters Internext will die.  This is one of the smallest conventions we’ve been too.  We haven’t seen half the people we are use to seeing.  I will say it has been the most productive business & deal wise out of all the trips we have done.  So we are very pleased.

I will have a great opportunity for getting in on the ground floor of some projects.  So I have to some how find a way to balance my life…..lol

We were going to put housecamz up in our room, but it didn’t happen for several reasons.  One, we only been in the room long enough to sleep and shower, two, we haven’t much luck with our connection and third, we have been doing work on our laptops during the meetings.  So it just didn’t happen.

Looks like I may need to get myself together.  So I’ll get this posted.  =)