Well our plans for the shots fell through. Torn called the bed & breakfasts and they were all booked. He then called the hotels around here…….all booked up. So our shots were out of the question. We may have to try during the week cuz they sure aren’t available on the weekends…lol That is what happens when you try to do things short notice.

We have pics that we can give him to start with & we have time, but we really wanted to get some more selections. So we are going to be working on that the next few weeks.

We did go out and get the dvd box set of the Star Wars & I did go and get my nails done. Otherwise I haven’t done much today. =(

I’m trying to motivate myself to work on some emails & the pile of receipts that have accumulated….I don’t think it is working……grin

Torn is waiting (by watching the Dallas/Houston game) for the Pacer game to come on.

I did get us back on to Sunday this week. I have no idea if I’ll be able to do it next week, depends on the schedule…….on which I have no idea what it is.

I guess that is enough of nothing babble….lol

Morning/Afternoon!

This is what we have planned (as long as I don’t have to work in the mornings). We are planning on getting some photo shots in, we’ve been doing lots of video updates & need to get some pics added. I would like to do an outdoor one, those are just fun. But those are a pain on a weekend with everyone off from work.

Within the next few weeks Torn will be getting with our designer & see about redesigning the site. We are keeping the logo & the purple and getting rid of everything else. So there is another reason for doing some shots.

One of the reasons why haven’t done much of pic shots is cuz we get tired of the same scenery for it & believe our members are the same way. And we haven’t had time to go and get a hotel room to make it look different. So hopefully we can get a lot this weekend. =)

I need to get going to work. =)

Have fun.

***Damn, I knew I liked a variety of music, but didn’t think they would break down that much…lol

It is nice to actually get to bed at a reasonable time & then get up at a reasonable time. We were even able to get a bike ride in before 10am.

I got a few emails done, only have one left from last week that I really need to get to. We watched last night’s LOST show. It was nothing but a recap show, but it was good. Built us up for next week. It is driving me nuts………lol

I can’t wait to have a few days off here soon…..so much to do.

I’m getting ready to take off for work & just wanted to stop and say hi. =)

We finally got the hard drive we ordered for the pc that died. It was the pc that we used to broadcast our shows. Torn got it all in last night & tested and it all worked, go to use it for the show and what happens………….the usual……..doesn’t work. =( I don’t get it…… Torn got his laptop in there & got it going. This is getting old.

When we first started on CamZ you use to have this card (don’t remember what it is called), damn thing was pricey and has caused all sorts of problems since. Now you don’t need it unless you don’t have a long enough firewire………….well we order one today. It is nuts the issues we have. But at least we did our show for the week.

I’m getting ready to take off for work here soon. I had a few moments & played around with my blog. I decided to experiment and see if I could use simple HTML for banners & it looks like it worked. =) At least one thing went right today.

I’m trying to decide if I want my writing to be on a purple background with the light grey border or the other way around…..we’ll see.

I’m going to chill before heading in….have fun.

It was great to see the Pacers win last night. =) Very happy about that.

I spent my day at work. It has been crazy. We lost internet for about 4 hrs, it made it horrible to do business. =( And I swear we get the rudest & messiest people at our office�..annoying. No one has any common courteous anymore�ggrrr

Meet our new GM the other day. She seems really nice. I hope that she is one not to take crap. I�m that kind of person but it is hard when you are the only one on the management team to be that way. You don�t get any support & just develop enemies. Now if I was the ranking member that would be something different, then I could set the tone. When I talked to her it did seem as if we agreed on some areas that I find are pet peeves of mine, so I really like that. =) All I know is I can�t wait to have more help, cuz we really need it.

We are suppose to be having a house guest sometime this week but haven�t heard anything, so who knows.

I can�t wait until this summer when I can visit my family. I�ve been missing them something terrible. I really need to get to my letters, if our guest doesn�t show up I may be able to do them this weekend & get started on our packing. If I could at least get my china cabinet & some of my knick-knacks done up then I would feel as if we are getting somewhere. =)

I will say, I don�t think I will be unpacking them once we move, not for a few months anyway. Same with hanging our pictures. I don�t want to have to take them down a year later. I want us to be located were we can stay for 2-3 years.

I�m very tickled pink with myself right now. I found a slightly different theme for my blog (in the way of use of blocks & borders) and I was able to adjust it to what I want��grin I�m very happy that I figured it out (the extreme basic when comparing different theme codes & colors). I saved all of the php stuff to notepad.

We have a really nice guy who is helping us with the plug ins we want for our blogs. Cuz the php is really over our heads. That was so cool of him to do & I can�t wait to use some of them. I really want the one that puts a different avatar in my posts. I want it to give a more personal feel with my moods and stuff. Once we got that done, I want to figure out something else for the header, which is just too generic. I would like to design a pic banner with my logo. Give it more connection to my site.

My brain is getting a little fried right now���I�m exhausted. So I�m going to call it a night. =)

***I had wrote this up & posted it in my LJ awhile back & felt that it would be a good thing to have in my archives here.

I’m always getting email from guys wondering if they can fuck me. It is kind of flattering, but at the same time not. Some seem to think that just cuz I enjoy sex, I’m a swinger & I have a site that I’ll fuck everyone & anyone. It does not work that way.

I actually had one (I swear to you) that all it said was “when & where”!..I’m like WTF??!!

So let me give you the rundown (I’ll probably make this a form letter, at this rate, lol).

1. I’m not actively looking. I will keep an open mind but I make no promises cuz it is not a priority of mine.

2. If you send me a pic, PLEASE do not send me one that is just your dick! I want your face & your body, also. I want to see it all, just to get an idea. And no I do not just go by looks. You can be drop dead gorgeous & still be a jerk. =)

3. If you want to get with me, you have to be willing to have your face & other parts in pics & videos.

4. You have to sign a model release & provide 2 forms of ID with one of them being a government issued photo ID with your DOB on it. That is for proof of age.

5. The bigger the size (more then 10inches) doesn’t impress me, it scares me. 6-8 is perfect, 9-10 you need to know how to use it, cuz I’m not that deep & it can hurt. Now a big cock is great for titty fuck pics, cuz those have a tendency to get lost in my tits. (I have no idea why, do you? Lol)

6. Yes, I do love gangbangs……….but you have no idea how hard those are to schedule if you can believe that. Lol

7. No one is allowed to cum on face, in my mouth, or on my pussy except my husband, Torn. The thought of another man is icky to me.

8. I do not do anal. I do liked to be licked, but the insertion…..forget it. =)

9. Condoms only!!

10. Do not address me as “babe” or “baby”, that annoys me.

11. DO NOT use the word cunt when referring to a pussy. (Newsflash a high % of women detest that word more then slut, whore or bitch (which you shouldn’t be using with us anyway, =} )

12. When you write me tell me about yourself & ask questions. To this day I never know what to ask. Weird, isn’t it? lol

13. Honestly, I’m shy as hell when trying to arrange a meeting, which is why I usually let Torn handle it. I want to chat with you & get to know you. But even if we meet (Torn has to like you also) I go by how I click with someone. And I never know until I meet them.

14. I’m very uncomfortable with the idea of someone flying out to meet me. It kind of makes me feel obligated & I will not be put into the situation cuz I wouldn’t do anything with anyone just cuz of that.

15. I do not trust men in general when it comes to sexually situations. I grew up seeing the darker side of men & will not do anything with out my husband or a group of very trusted friends near by.

16. I’m much more outgoing when I meet folks in person. As you can see from my writings, I have the tendency to talk a lot. Just never very good with emails, I feel awkward with them sometimes.

17. I am more comfortable with webfolks then folks outside of it cuz they know how it works & understand about setting your rules & following them. They have a better understanding.

18. I do have time & travel restrictions. I can not do things at the drop of a dime.

19. If I want to shot with you, please be aware that SOMEONE will find out that it was you. It never fails. Please fully think with the head on your shoulders, not your cock, about it. I will not be with anyone I feel that may be jeopardizing thier career.

20. I will not be the “other woman” in your life if you are married. We are consenting, honest adults & I will not be part of your relationship problems.

In the end you have to go through Torn (torn@katvixen.com)

That is the how’s & why’s for now, if I think of anything else I’ll add it. =) This is just something I felt that I needed to address & hopes that it gives you a better understanding on how things work with us & with some of the other folks on the web.

Alright, the Pacers got their butt handed to them the other night. =( It has been a crappy season when it comes to the suspensions & injury. Really not the season I wanted for Reggie Miller�s last season. =( I really hope that the Pacers are able to find a way to use him in their organization after he retires. You don�t see players staying with one team their whole career & he was with them for 18 years.

We were suppose to be doing a show on CamZ this morning, Torn got the lights set up, I got all made up & moved my laptop to the bedroom went to start the show��.and�.couldn�t get the damn thing to broadcast the sound. Chaos decided to come down on us as Torn tried to get my laptop to work with it & I chatted with viewers on his��30 minutes into it we cancelled so Torn can just work on that without stressing about the show.

It didn�t help that my laptop is extremely slow on start up. Now this is the part we have never understood, my laptop has a bigger intel then his, yet his starts up so much faster & I don�t have any more programs then his. He decided to check out the RAM. When we brought we had gotten extra RAM & maxed out the allowed amount, well when he went to check on it out it stated that I had 412?!? WTF?!? RAM is in 256 or 512, not any #s in between. Torn is going to talk to one of our tech friends to see how we can possibly fix it & get it running faster. My laptop is just over a year old & has been like this since day one.

Torn got the sound fixed for the CamZ show so that has been rescheduled for 10am est on Wed. & we have scheduled a show on Sex Cam Central for tonight @ 7pm est. (since the lights are already up)

After Torn got everything fixed we went out to lunch with a friend that we haven�t had a chance to visit with in while. It was so cool to be able to just sit & chit-chat. =)

Now I�m just exhausted. I laid down for a little bit & dozed, but really didn�t want to go too long since I have to be able to sleep tonight & work early tomorrow.

Just grabbed a Dr. Pepper & hopes that helps my energy level & now I�m going to attack emails & then put away some laundry & see what happens from there. =)

It was a long day at work. At least I got done what I had set out to do today. That rarely happens there�..lol

It has been interesting, as I have said we are down to 2 managers (the assistant and I). The assistant out ranks me & has been with the company for about 5 years. After a bunch of stuff that has made her unhappy, she has put in her notice. Since I�m the one that is going to be the only one left from the management staff from when I arrived, I�ve been making a lot of long term decisions. I try to be careful and not step on her toes, cuz I know I drive her nuts sometimes with wanting to change things & for the respect for her years there & I like her, she is cool person. But now that she has put in her notice she is much happier & less stressed�..I just wish I was�..lol I am but I�m not. I�m less stress cuz I won�t have to worry about making her unhappy but I�m stressed cuz we don�t have the management team we are suppose to have. Not only that, one of our best people is out for 3 weeks for a medical problem��. That is what we don�t need.

We suppose to be getting a new general manager, I was hoping for this week�.no such luck. She is coming from across state & still needs to find a place to live here. =( I have an employee who I would love to be able to promote up to a manager, but need to talk to my DM about it. Of course, I would just love to clone her��grin

Torn has the Pacers on. I would love to be able to stay up and watch it��but between having to work early tomorrow & my head hurting from exhaustion, I don�t think it is going to happen. I�m going to head to bed & watch it from there.

I’m here, up early in the morning getting ready for work. I really should be out the door right now since I need to check on the po box…….but I’m delaying it.

I tried to post a pic up in here (I guess my browser saved the image cuz I saw it) but I forgot that where I got it from we had put a block on folks from hotlinking my images. So when Torn was browsing with his pc he saw nothing but a red x. So I deleted that post. But that is ok, I just wanted to see if I could post an image in my new blog & I was able to. I just used the wrong image. =)

Just a reminder, I do have a show on CamZ Monday @ 10am Est. I haven’t been very good at announcing my show times, everytime I think about it there just isn’t much of warning (timewise) if I post it……I think I worded that correctly…………lol

Oh well, I’m not fully with it anyhow………..yet. So I’m going to take off, you all have a good Saturday.

~Toni