Today was a bit more productive. =) I love it when it is.

We got our exercise in but not as much as I�d like since one of the areas we ride is still closed off for hurricane clean-up. It was still a good one.

Attacked the kitchen/dinning room area. Still getting dead ants, but it is slowing down.

As I finally got my butt on to PrivateCamZ & did good & had fun. =)

Torn put up all our big pictures & a few shelves for me today. I loved it when everything was done. I then was able to finish putting up all our personally pictures around them. It looks good & more like our home. I have to have our little touches to make it feel complete. He had put up my shelf in our bedroom that has hooks on it for hanging stuff. I�ve been wanting that up so I could finish organizing the closet & get rid of a few boxes. Now I can get to my stuff much easier.

We made sure to watch the debates. It seemed close, but Kerry did good. He fought back & stuck with substance & actually plans. Bush just seemed to keep repeating the same thing & avoided some of the questions. But you all know how I feel about Bush.

Peace
Toni

Started off with a bike ride this morning & added about 10minutes on the treadmill.

Then it was time to hit the shower & get ready for my show.

My show on Sex Cam Central went good for a first show. The only real issue we had was that someone started to use a lawn mower! That was annoying, I really hate that I have a lawn mower sound during my show. =( So we are going to have to find a night that works for us, cuz I can�t have that. I know it�s not a everyday thing, but I don�t want to risk it.

I really didn�t feel like getting on for private shows after that.

I ended up working on some letters, cleaning the litters & doing some laundry. So there really isn�t much to tell. =)

But here are some thoughts:

�Volcanic advisory’ issued for Mount St. Helens

***That is scary to think of. I was too young to remember when it happened (I was in 1st grade), but I do remember in 4th grade that the teacher brought ash from the eruption & I believe a made for TV movie was playing a lot. It was wild to learn about it. When we went out to Seattle area a few years ago we drove down to see it. Unfortunately we weren�t able to see the peek, it was overcast. We did make a stop at the museum that they have for it. It is really hard to describe it, but it is something that I can�t forget what I learned.

Judge Rules Against Patriot Act Provision

***�Under the provision, the FBI does not have to show a judge a compelling need for the records nor does it have to specify any process that would allow a recipient to fight the demand for confidential information.�

That scares the hell out of me. How would like to have all your going ons and transactions seized upon & then have NO WAY to fight it or find out why!!! WTF?!? They why don�t they just burn the Constitution & the Bill of Rights that this country was founded on.

At least it was struck down if symbolizes a victory for our civil liberties.

Mexico Drafting Army Of Cats

***Now the issue that they need these cats for is serious, but it kind of humorous in its own way. =) When I saw the headline I had an image of an army of �puss n� boots� cats marching along, swords ready with big hats��.lol I know, I know I have an active imagination when it comes to cats��.lol

Peace
Toni

As you know, we got our power back Sunday night. Our neighbor was over for drinks, just to kill time, when it came on. We were so happy to see it & then see our cable box turn on�.grin

She went over to turn her stuff on (had the main power switch off) & couldn�t get in. =( She had problems earlier that day & Torn had to force it open. This time it was so bad that we had to ask a neighbor for a crowbar. We didn�t do that much damage, thankfully��but we got her in. =)

Monday, we started off by cleaning up the yard & trimming down the last tree/bush thing. =) So now we have a pile in front of the house of yard waste. They normally only take it if it is in a container, but we are hoping that with the new hurricane debris that they�ll eventually will take it. I�m going to put what I can into a container for the normal day of pick up, just to start getting rid of it.

I spent a lot of time catching up online stuff & journals. I did get my bio done for Sex Cam Central.

I did get on to PrivateCamZ for a little while (both Monday & today) & got some good shows.

Today, I spent about 30 minutes on the treadmill today, worked up a good sweat.

I had a hot CamZ show this evening��..grin�.had a lot of slaves just begging to be tortured�. I had my pantyboy��..slave paul��even got a new slave dennis�..grin�.I have so much fun torturing them.

Now don�t forget I have my first show on Sex Cam Central tomorrow at 1 pm EST. I hope to see you there. =)

Now we did find some damage from Jeanne. As we were watching TV, Torn looked up at our hallway ceiling a saw a wet spot. We couldn�t remember it being there, so he felt it & it was damp. =( From the ground we couldn�t see any damage to the roof, but he may go up & check it out tomorrow.

We also have been having problems with the door sticking & the latch not wanting to give. We�ve afraid we may end up with the same problem as our neighbor did. So we are going to see about getting a new latch for the door.

Most of our county is still under crew few. =( So we haven�t really gone anywhere yet. Just too crazy.

I�m going to work on some letters now. I still need to get some postcards so I can send to the kids. They would love that. =)

Peace
Toni

I know I said this was going to be happening�.it took forever for us get our act together with mother nature, moving��etc�..going against us�.BUT I am starting on Sex Cam Central this Wednesday at 1pm est.

So I�ll be back up to 2 shows a week. That time is not set as being a regular time for us on SCC, but it is a start.

I hope to see some of my regulars there to give me a hot & messy welcome�..grin

Peace
Toni

This is a link to some Picture Galleries that our area paper has online. Just click on the picture and it’ll bring it up in a seperate window and have a forward & back buttons for that small gallery.

25 September 22:44
We re watching the news update. It looks as if the western eye wall as made landfall at Vero Beach at 10:37pm.. Looks like it didn�t make it to a category 4��.thankfully, at least France had become a weak 2 before it hit.

We have been watching football today. Right now Minnesota is killing North Western ����.33 to 10. I keep hoping that NW will regain it�s competiviness. I loved that cinderella season they had a few years ago.

We finished off the ice cream��.knew that wouldn�t last the next few days.

26 September 12:44

I�m writing this on my laptop battery�.unfortunately I think my battery will die before we get power restored.

We made it through the night. It didn�t seem as bad as Frances, at least not in our subdivision. Only one nice size branch came down from the neighbor�s tree & it didn�t hit anything. There is not as much debris as there was last time, but Frances took out a most of it & kind of prepared us for this one.

We have another tree blocking us in to our cul-de-sac, one more house down from the last one. Of course, when I went to wally world the other day they didn�t have any bow saws��=( I was able to get a tree trimmer, but I don�t know how much help that will be.

We thought we were going to get away with having power��I woke up around 7am, the wind sounded no way as bad as the night before��.I thinking cool�we are going to keep our power�.nope, it was not to be. We lost it between 8-9am. =( Dang it!!!

Now I found this odd, in the middle of the worst part of the storm (both Frances & Jeane) all the frogs & toads in the area go crazy. They make such a rack it that sometimes you can�t hear the wind, if you can believe that��..it is really weird. You�d think they�d be in hiding or something��lol

19:14

We got lucky about the tree across the road. Last time, some of the neighbors & us had to take bow saws to it & do it ourselves. As we were napping (since there is nothing else to do) we heard chainsaws going & got up to help haul some of it away & just to do something. Instead of it being our neighbors it was the city. That was so cool, they had a semi to put it in & everything. The tree guys probably thought we were nuts���.lol��cuz a neighbor, Torn & myself stood out there and watched them even when the sprinkling rain turned to pouring raid�.as we did that the tree guys pointed to us while they were wearing their rain gear. Heck, we had nothing to do & needed a shower��..so why not��..lol

After we got back in, dripping, we remembered that have the spare bath that only has a shower not a bath tub (so it wasn�t filled with water) & we have a gas water heater. Alright!!! Now we can take a shower����it felt great��grin

Last time we didn�t use that shower cuz we didn�t know what to expect & had our cat carriers & a few precious things in the shower area, since it was the most reinforced room of the house. So we weren�t thinking of using it this time������..lol

We have a nice neighbor next door. She is single & a little bit older then us. She reminds me of a kind of Darma personality. Last night she came over to see if we had a shop vac. Her mom, who was staying with her for the storm, accidentally over flowed the bath tub & was soaking into her bedroom carpet. The she was having problems with the vacuum, so Torn went over and helped.

Today he helped to take down her pile wood. She has 2 cats herself, so she wanted to show us them. They were cuties. =) She asked if I wanted to go see some of the ripped up trees in the neighborhood. So we went and took some pics.

One huge tree was ripped up and leaning completely against a house. Luckily it had several thick branches instead of one big trunk so its weight was more evenly distributed onto the house so the roof was ok from what we saw. Hopefully they can get it off the house soon so not to start messing it up.

We saw another tree pushed down into someone�s yard. The city would not remove it; it has to be in the way of public access for emergency responses. =( It was w
ild looking.

Brett & Sammy & a friend came over to check on us. They have no power, but their place is ok. They finally got their land line working for their phone. The cell phone services are barely working if not completely down.

That is about it for today��.at least we had some people interaction��..boring as heck otherwise��.I so hope we get our power tomorrow, but I�m not holding my breath.

Right now I have about 55% power remaining on this battery�..lol

27 September 2004 00:26

WE HAVE POWER!! Alright! Got it back about 21:15

Right now playing catch up on everything��..so I�ll chat more tomorrow�I�m headed to bed. =)

Peace
Toni

FYI: I WILL be losing power, it is not a question if I will………it is a question of when. So that is why your email will not be answered.

Tuesday’s CamZ show has been cancelled due to Jeane & Of course, HouseCamZ will not be up. =(

Damn……….I can’t wait for this season to be over with.

ps. Attention Friends Pages: This was dated to stay up front for my members.

We got ESPN pay-per-view for the Purdue @ Illinois game. GO BOILERMAKERS!!!! We won�..grin� Even though we aren�t going to have power soon, at least that went well. =)

The ESPN PPV was not a bad value at all. Not only did we get that game, we got all the games they had for the day��grin With nothing else on today, that was great. A lot of stations that do have college ball aren�t showing the games cuz of all the updates with Jeane, so we can�t even watch the Norte Dame game. =(

Jeane is now a category 3 & MAY be come a 4 by the time it hits. =( They are also saying that it may take a lot longer to get power back. All the help we have gotten from out of state has been here for about 3-6 weeks cuz of all the hurricanes & most are from the southern states. Those states have gotten hit hard & need their power folks to help get them back on track. Some have just been here so long, that they just want to go home. I can�t say I blame them. I know I would want to go home.

We�ve been eating leftovers, just to get stuff out of the �fridge. We have made a ton of ice that our deep freezer is now filled to the top.

Landfall was suppose to be between 2am-8am, now around 11pm tonight. I�m so not looking forward to this���..

Right now I�m on PrivateCamZ just to have something to do & keep my mind off of things, while I still have power.

Had a couple of shows that let me get off���grin�.that is always a good thing.

Hope to see you on the other side���

Peace
Toni

Well, well���here we go again. We are in the ice making mode. Torn has most of the windows taped up.

Problem is we have more perishable food then last time; hopefully we�ll be as lucky with getting power back within a reasonable time. Some folks just got there power back a few days ago from Frances.

We were lucky & were able to gas up the truck. It is to the point that if a gas station doesn�t have a line, then it is out of gas.

I picked up some more water last night��

So far Jeane MAY be hitting a little south of here & instead of moving on through it may just keep moving north BEHIND us and then move back out to sea. Weird! So instead of just getting the wind from the east, we�ll be getting the wall from the west�.=( We are suppose to get 36hours of tropical force winds.

We�ll see��it is in a continuous state of change.

That is pretty much what is going on�..lol�.I�m not sure what else to add��..but my life lately�..lol

Peace
Toni

Sometimes I just don�t know�����I don�t buy into that emotional female thing for an everyday excuse. That is crap��..majority of women are fine. Unfortunately��..I�m not one of them (for a few days a month) & for me. I have been fighting the urge to just break down and cry for no real reason.

Usually I don�t have those issues; I am usually just easily irritated and angered. That is when I try to stay off the road. =)

But I�m just wondering if the stress of the whole year, especially this last month is what is doing it. Being at home all the time sure in hell doesn�t help. I feel as if my life has no purpose�..doing shows is ok��..but I�m going stir crazy. I need to get out and have a reason & purpose for getting out.

Between that and the hurricanes, no wonder I�ve been feeling like breaking down during my more emotional time���.it is so annoying, I must say.

And it looks like we may have another headed out way�..pain in the ass. =( Hopefully it�ll turn north, so keep your fingers crossed for us.

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Of course, we trimmed the trees & have the yard waste piled up��.grrrrr�..they won�t pick it up until Monday (storm suppose to hit Sunday) & they will only pick up if in containers�. We never seem to have luck with timing��..lol So now, if it does hit, it we have to worry about flying debris. I�m thinking of moving it between the houses to cut down the chance of the winds catching it�..just a thought. =)

I did pick up a stud finder & I wanted to put all our pics up today but���now I don�t know. I don�t want to put them up and then have to take them all down again�.gggrrrr I hate it when what I want gets shot down. =(

This hasn�t been a very upbeat entry��I guess I�m just annoyed in general over things I have no control over. And I really don�t like not having control. =)

Peace
Toni