KatVixen’s 4th Anniversary
Evening,
On this day 4 yrs ago, Torn put our site online. It is hard to believe it has been four years. Sometimes it feels as if we just started, there is still so much we need to learn, & sometimes it feels like we’ve been doing it forever.
We started the site as a hobby & an expression of our sexual desires. We had been swinging on & off for about 4 yrs by then & was having a great time taking naughty pics, especially the sneaky ones in public. Taking those pics got us so hot. (grin) Doing my first cam show…….I thought I was going to die. I’ve gotten better, but I use to suffer from huge stage fright where I just wanted to take down the whole site. I hated those shows. I would have fun after it started but before that………I was a wreck for about an hour before. Drove Torn nuts.
I see how I have progressed in my sexuality & confidence & I love that. But I was so scared on having my pics online. I had always wanted to get involved in politics or do some thing publicly for a cause. At the shelter I was “faceless” in that most of the people I worked with didn’t have pcs or didn’t have the opportunity to surf porn. I don’t know if talking about the shelter is what drew the attention of the hypocrite, but it shouldn’t have mattered.
Really the only thing I regret I have about it all is that it has shut the doors on some of options I had in my life, but I know that when one door shuts another must open. But I am just not seeing it. I don’t know, things happen for a reason, they always have in my life……. There has to be something that I can do to make the world a better place (at least my corner of it) & not have my site go against me. Maybe a sex therapist, not. lol
Some of the things I love about what having the site has done, besides my sexuality progression, is the true, true friends we have made, the traveling, the different experiences we have had. I do like the fact that it gave us different options in our lives, job wise. Torn is much better off then where he was. It has freed us to travel, at least job wise for Torn. I’ve learned a lot so far & hope to be able to learn a lot more & help Torn out & truly be a partner in it.
Who knows where we will be in a year, but I bet we’ll still be here. =)
Toni








